Yesterday's Failures, Today's Regrets

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I know it sucks that this is my first official blog entry but I hate how my life is turning out right now. I have so many problems and I hate that I keep thinking about them. It's like everyday is a reminder of my failures and shortcomings. I know that mistakes are life's lessons but do we really have to live through it with so much pain? I mean, I get that I'm learning but the damages that it will leave will forever be a reminder that I failed. I'm known to be an optimistic person but all the optimism is being drained out of my system because of all the shortcomings and challenges being thrown at me. It's actually nearing to the point that I'm giving up.


Yes, I know that other people have experienced worse and I can get through with this. But how? How can you wake up everyday knowing that what's ahead of you will only make you feel bad about yourself? One of my friends, namely Kyle (since he's the only one confided in to), told me that I can do this, that this is something petty compared to what others have been experiencing. He told me that I'm strong enough to surpass this. Yes, I can cry all of this out but I have to get on with my life. He reminded me that I have friends. He told me that I have all the reasons to be happy. He's right. A midst all these, I do have reasons to be happy and I can surpass this. (Kyle, if you're reading this, Hannah's one lucky girl she has you. And Thank you!!) =))

One day, when all of this is over. I'd be shouting for joy, telling the world that I made it. I may not get it the way as planned but I know that I'll get there. Maybe not now, but soon. :)