Alone.

"I'll always be there for you." It's one of the sentences  I've heard countless times. It sucks that those are just mere words, but they're not often actions. Since I'm quite emotional tonight, I thought of something very melodramatic: I used to have friends who would tell me that "everything's going to be okay", but now no one's even giving me a virtual hug or something.



Alone. I actually can't share this to anyone since that person might get offended with what I'm saying. But here's the thing, nobody's really been there for me. I don't wanna be the person to approach them, I want them  to  approach me to make sure that I don't bother them. It sucks that they're being so insensitive when it comes to my feelings. It sucks because IT SEEMS LIKE THEY DON'T CARE AT ALL. The past few weeks are the hardest and nobody's been there for me, really. I tried/try to get by alone. It sucks. I hate it.

I just want them to be there for me. I want them to care for me as much as I do for them, but I guess I'm pushing my luck way to much. It just goes to show that in some battles, I'd just have to fight alone.