The past weeks have been...difficult. I think due to my past blogs, it's pretty obvious. I've been so messed up, I still am. I've been crying every moment and it hurts. But one thing I realized, I was never alone. I have my friends, family, and God who's been nothing but genuinely amazing and concerned for me. They became the source of my strength a midst all the chaotic stuff that's been happening in my life right now.